hmmm

I don't know what to write in here. I think I'm going to close this blog down since I have others.
Or maybe just leave it for pointless ramblings that I don't feel comfortable writing in my LJ.

Also I think those of you who used to read this aren't happy with me. I'm not completely sure why, though I do know I acted badly at that one party and I feel bad about it and I apologized to those that I thought needed it.
I'm really am sorry if you weren't happy with my behaviour and took offense from it. I'm not happy with what happened, though I don't think it was enough bad behaviour to not be friends with people anymore.
I honestly apologize.
I had some good times with everyone and I would hate to think that I would be ignored when walking past one of you down the street. While I'm not expecting a full-on BFF status with everyone, I still don't want to lose all the friendship that was built, even if it wasn't as strong in the more recent stages for various reasons.

I know people are busy.
I know people come into your life, move on with theirs, and sometimes that doesn't involve you.
I also know that sometimes, there's just not enough and you can't let yourself be spread too thin.

I hope you can forgive me and at least say hi to me on the street or in the grocery aisle.


Catch you on the flipside,
or whenever I'm in a rambling mood.