Hi again

I really don't know why I'm writing in here.
I have somewhere around four other blogs I could be writing in.
Maybe it's because I don't think that anyone actually reads this so I'll be free from scrutiny.
One of my other blogs was made for that. But I guess I don't want to post things off subject in that one. It takes away from the novelty of what it is. It's a sex blog by the way, so that's why this would be off subject because it's not about sex. Btw again...I'm starting to think I'm being way too 'OMG I HAVE A SEX BLOG' and it's starting to annoy even me. I'm sorry if I've been like that to you and it's annoying. Even though I doubt anyone is actually going to read this.

I've been so detached lately. I really feel like I need something new to happen in my life to ground me. As weird as that is...I need something new to make me feel more like myself? Wtf is that about? I'm odd.
I went to do some people observing today for my Soc. project. It was ok. I don't like going out by myself so much. I wish I had someone(preferably a girl) I could feel free to call anytime to just hang out with me. But every one is busy with their work or their social life or their significant other...all three of which I'm pretty much or very much lacking in.

I found myself looking at old pictures the other day from high school. I really miss San Antonio. I hope this summer I'm able to spend a lot of time with my friends. Dealing with loneliness in one way or another my whole life still doesn't take the blow off of it when it hits me hard like now.

bye for now, I think I'll go watch a girly movie. Pride & Predjudice perhaps? Eh...we'll see.